trust....

this past week i have had a lot on my mind to ponder...so many decisions awaiting me. i have to say even keeping a positive attitude, too many decisions were starting to weigh me down. " will i make the right one, how will this effect my children" is really my only reason for the hesitation. if it was only me i could make it through anything, but i want to shelter and protect them- so i can not make flighty decisions...and flighty is sometimes the most comfortable for me....i've been keeping my self open to the spirit for guidance, really just waiting on confirmation in some kind of answer from above or a sign and wonder that would gently nudge me in the right way....and as i was making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich i heard these words.." trust what is" out of the blue i wasn't even in a state of worry at the time- more concerned with the noises my tummy was making. but i stopped, and i just held those words to my heart...trust what is....i have lots of ways i took this whisper .....and it would be all to complicated to blogg it, but peace came over me and i realized why these words came to me....GOD has a plan, it is so great and so huge sometimes the little things in life steal our awareness away...and we are not connected to that trust of just allowing everything to unfold in it's own due time....does mother nature speed forward a lotus flower when it asks why am i leaves in the mud? what is my purpose? why am i in the mud? no. it doesn't happen. time passes and a beautiful bloom unfolds, this would not be if it did not have the nourishment of the home in the mud. trust, and know that GOD has a plan...for all of us.....
peaceful blogging, tre